snow

oh my gosh I can't tell you how much I have been wanting to post on here but have been so busy! From family, to church and to school I've been swamped. Anyways, I'll be trying to post more often on here, trust me! For update, my winter break was a blast, it was chill yet rad. There was a day of snow here (yay for germany) and although it wasn't on Christmas the snow was still fun while it lasted! (btw christmas was good to me this year. there will be a christmas post soon btw but one of the best presents I could have asked for was a ticket to Sam Smith!! eeeeeeeeek I'm seriously so happy about the concert!!!)

 

late night walks

last night xanthe and i went on a much needed walk. thoughts have been running thru my mind lately and they have been affecting me majorly. yesterday was such an off day despite my atrocious (i think thats how its spelled) volleyball playing, and unnecessary amount of homework. yesterday consisted of frustration, feeling of wanting to punch someone, (& maybe a few tears). although i was having a rough time, i just have to look past what happened yesterday and leanr from my mistakes. i can't turn back time and redo it. its done. so im going to look at my horrible volleyball game as a learning opportunity and not dwell too much over it. (haha i'm making it sound like such a life changer.)

not a good day

sooo today was not the best day. like what was even happening because it was total poop today. high school hasn't been total rough to me yet, but i think it might be hitting me soon. sophomore year has definitely been a lot more relieving but my classes have not been the best (which i should have expected lol.) i mean my classes of course aren't gonna be the best, but i atleast wanted a semi decent schedule. school was horrible because of many reasons (for which i wont bore u with) but v-ball practice was horrible as well. like i am ready to drop out now. obama plz have mercy. also the struggles of living in a military school means people are moving in and out, its so hard having friends here. i just dont even want to socialize anymore (hehe) sorry fellow warriors.

little red dress

late night adventures

red lipstick

never have I  e v e r  worn colorful lipstick (besides when i was younger, hehe)  yet for some reason the law of attraction led me to the little intimidating bottle of red lipstick. i honestly didn't think i'd like the color on me, yet Amanda and Xanthe somehow convinced me, and what do ya know, I'm wearing red lipstick that day. I haven't worn it since but trust me it might be making its way back around soon. ;)

sophomore year

soo it has been time I am no longer the freshman now, but a SOPHOMORE. (whoo hoo!) for some reason not being a freshman anymore just feels so relieving and relaxing (cue sigh of relief) but does mean harder classes. although we started a couple weeks ago, i'm still getting into the swing of things, and it feels nice. I think i like my classes a lot better this, thank goodness to better electives, and my teachers are a lot better- no offense Mrs. Huff. overall I'm looking forward to a good school year and a lot more fun!